i hate decision paralysis. it comes at the worst moments. i agonize over something so simple, so small. i don't know when this happened. when i started making simple things into complicated ones. small into large. in my heart, i know i'm so afraid of making the wrong decision.
in another life, i remember making decisions with ease. yes. or no. it was quite simple. and if it didn't work out, then it just wasn't meant to work out.
perhaps my decision paralysis hearkens back to 2005, the year where i believed that if i had made a different decision, life would have turned out differently. i don't know if by different, i mean better per se. but different as in that decision would have brought resolution. now it's x years later, and i still feel unresolved about that particular point.
so now, i agonize. my stomach cramps. i debate the pros and cons in my mind until i'm not sure which one i should chose. i ask for advice. i mull over the advice. deconstruct the person giving advice. until i'm left with empty words, meaningless. one decision takes over my day. i think about it, obssess over it. work falls by the wayside because i'm thinking, thinking, thinking. at least most times it's an internal process.
resolution: to break free of decision paralysis. which is always harder to do than to write. Lord, i need freedom to make decisions.
Hello love. It's Am. I have a book for you... it won't solve all your problems, but it has some great strategies for authentic decision making. You have to buy it online b/c LAME no one really carries it in their stores.
By Way of the Heart - Wilkie Au get it. It's beautiful and is especially potent for the neurotic among us.
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Hello love. It's Am. I have a book for you... it won't solve all your problems, but it has some great strategies for authentic decision making. You have to buy it online b/c LAME no one really carries it in their stores.
By Way of the Heart - Wilkie Au
get it. It's beautiful and is especially potent for the neurotic among us.